Wednesday, April 19, 2006 at 1:22 PM
hey ppl. today is the most unhappy day i ever had.amelia is still not home. for one day alrdy.
and she wrote a letter home. saying that she is fine.
and ask my mother not to worry and cry anymore.
and say that she dun wanna stay at home.
she wanna go out.
she got alot of problems. she also mention bout
saying she is sorry for hurting me and ask me
to take my medicine. haix. im so so unhappy. :(
den darling.. he is troubled. i dunno how to help him.
i keep thinking of ways to try make him happy, but
it doesnt seems to work. i love him so much, but
still.. i feel there is still a little empty gap which needs
to be filled up. im having a damn headache right now.
darling, im gonna wait.. until the day comes when
you really can accept the fact. and when that day
comes, im gonna celebrate with you ! sorry, i
cant help you now.. becos i really dunno how..
thks cheejie, shengda, alicia, roxanne and ivan. you
guys were really really great. you all ROCK ! thk u so
much.. SO SO SO much. you all are really great
buddies. thank you so much.. THKS A BILLION !!
mei, i know you care for me. i love you alot.
pls come home.. jie miss you so much.. dun torture
mummy, daddy, me everybody anymore. pls pls pls.
i beg you. COME HOME ~ i love you meimei !! pls
come home. trust me, everything will be fine.
COME HOME.
i feel so fan now. so so fan. really. i dun wanna let ppl noe.. and
i dunno if i should. so many things happening now. come on,
give me a break goddamit. FUCKED UP ~